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I can’t wake up,
This town has us sleeping in cycles,
It’s got me on my knees begging to die.
Begging to wake up 18 again,
Healthy and awful,
I can’t get up,
Leave me on the floor.

Goddamn I’m sick as shit,
Day in and day out,
Of my head again you know,
I can’t fix myself,
Or begin to heal these wounds that no one can see,
This sickness is me.
Whose problems are these?
Whose shaking hands are these?
Whose problems are these?
Whose numb legs are these?

The harder I push,
The weaker I feel,
Can’t even convince,
That this pain is real,
Punchline for your joke,
You ignorant goon,
The two seem the same,
Both poison and food.
The saccharine highs,
The quivering lows,
I came to perform,
Now I’m sick at the show,
Politicians debate,
The fate of my life,
Unemployment again,
With no end in sight.

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from Justice v. Justification, released May 5, 2018

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Self Neglect Albuquerque, New Mexico

More of a mood kill than a crowd kill.
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Matt:guitar:he/him
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Leon:drums:he/him

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